When you tread on eggshells,
Do you wonder, What will break?
Which is more fragile,
The eggshell or my feet's fate?
Do you wonder, what will flow?
The eggwhite, or the blood in my leg?
I have been through so much this year
Walked through magma
Burnt my legs
Fought not to sink in the solid sphere
Lost my hands
I'm just so tired, no more Humpty Dumpty kind-of energy
Stretched polygons for hours
Damaged my eyes
Yelled at computers
Lost my voice
Wasting time daydreaming
When I should be coding
I just continue daydreaming
Wasting time hating
When I should be studying
I just continue hating
Wasting time loving
When I should be working
I just continue loving
Because my brain too pain
When you too many eggs throw at me
More than I can carry
And more than I can release
So no menses pain, just
Heart pain heart pain